.::.Previous entry was from Imran. Haha. Well, I guess we'll be alright. It had been pretty bad -no, very bad, but I guess although it ate my heart out he felt it more(I hope, and he'd better). Part of me still wish something could be done to soothe me, but well, somethings in life should just be sorted out slowly. The process of healing takes time, and in this case, slightly longer. But I guess I should help myself and not be too self absorbed when thinking about it. Yes, I did a great wonderful thing for him, and he did the exact opposite. But he had done many a great wonderful things too that I should not overlook. And yes, I had done the exact opposites. It's just the date chosen this time was far too sensitive to make it go wrong. That's why when it went wrong, it went VERY wrong. But then again, yes, *remind myself* -there should be no such thing as being self-absorbed..::.